Artistic sugaring – part 4

Ok, the story goes on and I still do find it quite funny. We have had a few public dates where we tried to pretend to be a couple. I do feel like a spy in fact. I did learn a couple of names of his relatives and even the name of his first pet. God save me from ever using it. 🙂

But it goes fine so far. He is sharing our photos and I try to look as happy as I can. I feel a little strange, but it is Ok overall. There is one thing we find difficult to explain though. The plot is that I am thinking about moving to his place and where I live now is a place we both hate. So we never stay at mine. So sooner rather than later I will have to stay overnight with him (I haven’t so far).

I am not particularly worried, to be fair. Deeply inside I do not mind having sex, but I do not yet feel like it. On the other hand it is not about true feelings. It is a game. Yet I feel uneasy so far. Some strange feeling is bothering me. Wish I knew what it is about.